I've had this account for two years, and I'm just now discovering this, lol! I new it was there, but never thought to use it...
Wow! Two years! I first got this account wanting to develop my then non-existent drawing skills. and now, here I am, with drawing skills! Not amazing drawing skills, I have so much room for improvement, and I often despair of *ever* being able to draw people, but they're there! And I've even managed to develop my own style of sorts. Wow.
I don't have many page views, or watchers, or comments, or favorites, no. I'm not that good, what do I expect? But every single one I cherish, really. I don't reply to them all or say thank you every time, but I appreciate every single one so so much. I virtually invade each and every one of your personal spaces and give you an awkwardly long hug ^^.
I don't care if I have many page views or comments or what not though (although they are nice, haha). Watching how my skills develop is reward enough. Being able to *express* things through drawing, it's wonderful. As much as I love to write and act and play my trumpet, there are some things that can only be expressed through a picture. And I love it. That's why I draw. And I post my pictures so I can see them all in one place and how I have developed as an artist, so others can hopefully give me feedback, and so I can share what I want to express with others.
I love art. All art. Even art that I don't like and don't get and makes me tilt my head to the side and scrunch my nose and say, "Wuh?"
And I love everyone reading this!
I feel very at peace right now. I have just finished a drawing that I am particularly proud of for some reason. It's a self portrait, although my likeness isn't in it, and I love it. I won't be able to upload it until next Friday when I return home, but I'm enjoying have my sketchpad open to it on the coffee table so I can see it as I type. Tomorrow morning I might look at it and say, "Meh..."
But right now I'm happy and proud and gushing.
And two years from now I'll still be gushing because I have this beautiful thing called art within me, even if I may not be as adept at putting it on paper as others.